So This is Love...~

I'm...happy. For the first time in a long time...I'm really happy. I was leery at first, but all my doubts are just...gone. I actually met him in a chat room, we exchanged MSN addresses, and the rest is history.

His name is Jaden...and surprisingly we like a lot of the same things. We talked about Kingdom Hearts for HOURS a few nights ago...and last night he asked me out. I usually don't go for long distance relationships (trust issues) but...I feel like this is going to work for some reason.

He lives in California...which I don't mind really...except I might get jealous if one of those Cali girls even looks his way ;) But I digress. I'm not worried about him cheating on me, to be honest. He seems sort of shy, in his own way. And god knows I won't cheat on him. I hate being cheated on...

So...I don't know what else to say about him except he gives me butterflies. Most people can't do that to me, and if they can...there's definitely something there.

I don't know if I'm good enough for him, or if he can handle my stupidity...but I hope everything works out. Me and my low self-esteem are going to have to get the hell over it and trust him. I just wish he lived closer to me, so I could actually see him. But...here's the awesome thing...he said he's going to try to get me out there with him!

Now...I'm not just jumping into this blindly, I still have some reservations about him, but I do really like him. And...if he gets me out of this hell hole, that will be some MAJOR points in his favor.

Anyways...*~Katy out~*

First post.

Hi.
Well...as the title states, this is my first post. Yay me? I guess. Anyway...I thought I'd introduce myself in this first post...'cause nobody is going to read it.

My name is Caitlin Dean...but I usually go by Katy. I'm 18 years old, and I like to read...draw...watch anime...and I've got what could probably be called an unhealthy obsession with the Japanese culture in general.

I'm single at the moment, and I'm bisexual. Keep your comments about that to yourself, because I can guarantee you that I've heard enough of them to last me a lifetime.

I live in a little back-water town called Liberty...I won't tell you the state or anything, 'cause I don't want any of you non-existent adoring fans to come flood my little innocent town. It's so un-molested. *sniff* But I digress.

The biggest thing we have here is the Apple Festival in the fall...It goes without saying that we could do with a little entertainment, hence the reason I started this blog in the first place.

I live with my mom, my 2 sisters (both younger), and my grandmother. Along with our relative zoo of animals, including (but not limited to) 7 cats, 1 dog, a betta fish, 3 hermit crabs, 3 guinea pigs...And some wild animals taking up residence in our front yard. Yeah, I know...pathetic.

I tend to spend a lot of time by myself, whenever I can get it. Which isn't often, honestly. When I'm alone...I like to think up ways that I could leave this place and never look back. Before you say it, I'm not just one more emo kid looking for attention. I said earlier that I don't expect one single reader on this.

I don't know what else there is to say, so now and forever more, enjoy the Ramblings of the Teenage mind.